If only you knew

If only you knew
I stare at my phone in the mornings waiting for a message.
I stay awake late into the night waiting for a response.
Day and night I waited
All hope deflated
If only you knew
Your sight makes my step falter
Your smiles makes my chest flutter
But there’s one at your side
So I took a step to the
If only you knew
Around you I’m a nervous mess
My frowns are my shield-my heart’s shield
And still your touch I crave and your presence I miss
If only you knew
I push so you could pull
I withdraw so you could draw me closer
Sad
Each time I end up further
There’s one by your side,beautiful she stands
If only you knew
I didn’t reject you, I just chose myself every single time

By Voke my love